#Rip Jay fans tho lmao

[alien-of-earth]

ninjago dr s2 rant under cut

Shoutout to the development of the characters in dragons rising season 2 omfg how did they (almost) perfectly balance such a large cast

Lloyd is having Kung Fu Panda 2- style flashbacks- and, honestly, as someone with PTSD who has sleeping problems because of vivid nightmares- I genuinely felt seen.

Kai is having to be the responsible one, and now he gets to have a turn on the “ninjago fakeout death” wheel. Love that for him.

Cole is a badass who’s just trying to keep his adoptive skeleton daughter safe.

Arin is #goingthroughit and I can only imagine how devastated he’ll be when he learns Sora made him think he saved the day (oh, and he WILL find out). Him getting tempted to the evil side is so iconic, I love that for him.

Sora is also going through it but she’s getting so much better!

Wyldfire can not stand being injured (literally can’t stand it lol) and her bonding with an old stubborn dragon is everything.

Riyu is big and can fly and is learning Spinjitsu from other dragons!

Bonzle is the second trans character in Ninjago and I love her so much for that.

Geo pines for Cole so much it’s so goddamn obvious.

Jordana got permentantly fucked over before she could rethink her decisions. Oops lol

Nya is a badass, as always.

Zane is not enjoying magical shenanigans.

Jay is considering putting in his two weeks’ notice.

I also enjoyed the old man dragon and the sorcerer who was obviously on something every time she was onscreen

I’ve missed these freaks so much it’s not even funny.

[mackstate-ofmind]

What groups do you listen to?

I listen to so many people it’s hard to keep track of, but I’ll do my best to list what’s in my playlist😅

BTS (along with all solo songs and albums)

Big Bang

SHINee

Everglow

NCT (all subunits)

2ne1

CL

Jay Park (he is problematic af but a few of his songs are bops)

BlackPink (not a fan of their newer comebacks, everything is starting to sound the same)

Oh My Girl

24k (not sure how to feel about the new lineup but hopefully their company gets its shit together)

VIXX (lmao remember Hongbin’s contract was terminated after he said SHINee was lame or some shit like that??)

U-Kiss

LABOUM (only one song, Shooting Love)

MONSTA X

EXID

Tablo

Lee Hi

AOA (Only like Good Luck, also fuck Jimin me and my homies hate Jimin)

Ailee (one of my fav soloists no cap)

ATEEZ (could be my next fav boy band)

CIX (only heard one song but I like them so far)

The Boyz (I like their song Tattoo)

Seventeen (I’ve always heard like a song or two from them but I never really tried to stan but I respect them)

Taemin

Jonghyun (RIP to this beautiful soul he was bias and waking up to see his passing was heartbreaking)

Sik K (only listened to Water but willing to listen to more of his songs)

Day6 (I don’t Stan but I respect them)

Jessi (she has her problematic moments but her music gets me turnt every now and then)

Villain (only know one song but mans has vocals and bars, Jay Park who??)

TXT (not a Stan but they seem wholesome so I respect them)

DPR LIVE (DPR we gang gang)

KARD (Their album for Gunshot is actually my first album and it’s signed I almost cried when my friend got it for me😭😭)

Flowsik (super underrated and adds something crucial to k hiphop, kinda reminds me of the old school lyrical genius of Epik High

Red Velvet (only like 2 songs Psycho and Bad Boy, also hated Ice Cream Cake, nice concepts and vocals tho in the group overall)

DPR Ian (very happy to see him making music now love the concept of his debut)

GOT7 (I miss them. They ain’t going nowhere but I still miss them)

Stray Kids (the fandom is pretty toxic or whatever but the group has some bangers and no I do not support Woojail)

iKON (man they haven’t been the same since B.I. was forced to leave and he was my bias)

EXO (so…this group is going through it but kokobop era was superior. Love Me Right has to be my favorite song tho. Also…Kris is a fucking weirdo. Ik he’s not in the group but it’s still worth mentioning)

Jooyoung

VROMANCE (cute little group tbh and the vocals are A1)

B.A.P. (Only listen to Rain Sound but I like them)

Winner (only listened to Empty and between me and you I felt like iKON deserved the win on that survival show, HOWEVER, it didn’t really matter Bc look who gained more popularity which sucks Bc Winner is a good group and super underrated)

The Rose (yo found them on TikTok and I was not disappointed)

ENHYPEN

This list was super long Bc I felt the need to explain how much I listen to certain groups. So um yeah sorry for that. If you want to know more specifics like bias, fav songs, fav albums, I don’t mind answering that

[dcathwithoutglory-blog]

it’s jay. again. my browser just crashed. so i’m just gonna copy and paste my old intro. there’s no time to try and make it better. rip !

⌊ priyanka chopra, cis woman, antigone ⌉ ⏀ have you spoken to ALEXANDRA “ALEXA” MEHRA recently? the THIRTY-FOUR year old who’s been in seneca for SEVEN YEARS or so? either way, they always seem to remind me of FLOWERS PLACED ON A GRAVE, A RUSTY COMPASS, STORMS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT whenever i see them on main street. on a good day they’re pretty MORALISTIC, but they can also be RESISTANT. ⌊ jay, 19. est, she/her ⌉

the story of antigone that y’all probs already know but jic.

triggers: brief implication of incest but like wbk, brief mention of suicide, death, creon bein a bitch

brief overview of antigone (character + eponymous story):

antigone was born to oedipus and jocasta.

we all know what happened there. after that, oedipus was like “see no evil feel no evil” and jocasta yeet’d out of living.

her brothers went to war against each other. when creon ascended to the throne, he allowed burial for eteocles with honors, but was like “lmao if u bury polyneices i will kill u”

but antigone was like ‘lmao SURE JAN’ and tried to convince ismene, her sister, to help her bury polyneices. ismene was like ‘ok that’s a rly bad idea like good luck but count me out tbh.’

antigone is rly bad at digging graves tho so polyneices’s body was found and creon was like ‘oh my GOD’ and she’s like ‘fuck the government viva la morality!’

then creon was like ‘ok anyway rmr when i said u wld die if u buried polyneices so ig now u have to be buried alive in a tomb’ then antigone was like ‘actually i’ll be hanging myself before u can do fuck the government’

then he was like ‘at least u’ll be dead! oh wait -

Y’ALL GO SAVE EVERYONE’ but then it was too late

antigone and his son had both killed themselves and everyone, including himself, were just like

“get WREKT creon!!!!!”

alexa ( play despacito ).

triggers: suicide (x2), death (x3), mental illness implications, war, brief mentions of torture and murder

ok now onto alexandra ! so, like i did for valda, i looked up names that shared the same meaning as ‘antigone’ (which essentially means “against”) and one of the suggestions was alexa but i also wanted it to sound. super valiant. but at the same time. i wanted it to be something that could have a conversational nickname. so im already hc’ing that she has ‘despacito’ saved on her phone. also alexandra is my middle name so like?? stan list?? OK ANYWAY.

alright, so alexandra was born to a very upper-class family. her father was a politician and her mother was a successful lawyer. they provided well for the perfect nuclear family –– two sons, two daughters, a golden retriever, two cats in the yard life used to be so hard now everything is easy cause of-

like... her early life, say birth to age 14, was... nice. actually normal and nice. have i ever done that before? has my own edgelord ass ever done that before? i don’t think so.

which is why things obviously took a turn for the worse

but yeah. when she was 14, she was like “hey mom idk how to do pre-algebra” (a mood) but there was no response from her mom. so shrug city, you know? she just went to her older sister instead. but like... so much time passed.... and nothing....

finally, this nosy bitch decided to be like “ok i’m gonna go see what tf she’s doing” and that was just... a terrible idea. instead of finding her mom doing her nails or talking on the phone or any number of reasons she may not have come out yet, she found her mother hanging from the ceiling fan.

she tried to get her brothers’ and sister’s help, and they tried so desperately to help (you know, while also calling 911 and their father), but it was to absolutely no avail.

after this hella traumatizing experience, the children grew closer as the father grew farther.

he began getting lost in his own mind, sometimes accidentally mixing the past with the present, a la willy loman style. he would hold slight conversations with their ‘mother’ while at the table, then began holding them with various others from the past. it was pretty clear that his mind had just been looking for an excuse to snap, and the death of his wife had been the perfect scapegoat.

although it had originally just affected him in his home life, he began holding said conversations in the presence of people outside his family.

this is not good for a politician.

i mean it’s not good for anyone but...

his support immediately began dropping. his team gradually left him, finding there was no way he would ever be able to gain another victory if he kept on living in a limbo between the past and the present. given that he’d started ‘talking to his brother’ during one of his speeches... 

rest in peace to his career.

alexa (play despacito) was 18 at the time, her sister - 20, one of her brothers - 21, the other - 24.

they were all legal adults! some of them had even moved out! so their father figured his next move would not affect him in the way their mother’s death had!

so he shot himself.

the only people who showed up at his funeral were alexa and her sister. her eldest brother proclaimed that flying across the country would be too much of a hassle for that, and the other brother simply did not respond.

her eldest brother did, however, enlist in the army after setting legalities in place that would allow him to send money back to his siblings. he had joined simply because it was an easy opportunity (what with all of the propaganda), but his decision prompted the other brother to do the same –– this time because he was talented at ‘the art of fighting.’

and bc more money but like... get wrekt.

alexa’s sister dropped out of college to work a full-time job –– one that paid fairly handsomely. alexa took some odd jobs.

aka, everyone was trying to make money.

creon was right when he said “money! nothing worse”

so things kind of dipped when the eldest brother was killed. after an accusation that he’d become a traitor, their other brother had taken it upon himself to ‘anonymously’ torture and shoot him. but the other side did it!

which everyone knew was a lie.

because of the accusations, he was not only not allowed a military funeral, he was also not meant to be buried in any honorable fashion. instead, his body was returned to his hometown to be buried there following a quiet and uneventful funeral.

his grave was left unmarked.

nonetheless, the grave was visited every day, new flowers laid atop.

meanwhile, their other brother was considered a newfound military icon. he’d gotten rid of a ‘traitor’ (they continued to pretend it was someone from the other side, of course), he’d killed many an enemy, he’d done this and that and this and that and it all made him look so morally grey to alexa and her sister (who, granted, had yet to find out he’d killed their other brother), but like such a white knight to his fellow soldiers.

he truly rose in the ranks. it was what he was meant to do.

but the more he killed, the more he tortured, the lack of grief towards his brother’s death...

alexa’s sister wasn’t buying her hypothesis. it wasn’t necessarily because she saw their other brother was some pure being, but because she simply didn’t believe he was capable of that.

the next time alexa saw her brother, she got confirmation enough. what to do with the information, she wasn’t sure, but she knew she had to do something...

murder wasn’t the solution... she didn’t have any military connections that would allow for her to spout some lie about why he needed to be dishonorably discharged... but what he did couldn’t skate by...

to this day, she is still wondering what she can do to fuck him over. his success in the military keeps growing grander and grander, thus rendering any fake dishonorable discharge excuses completely moot. her sister still doesn’t believe that there really is a solution –– that, while it is greatly harmful, there’s absolutely nothing they can do and ruminating on it is worthless –– trying to find some quest to defeat their own brother is absurd.

although she has since moved to seneca, attracted to its small town appeal, she continues to visit her eldest brother’s grave every week –– it’s about a two hour drive, so it’s worth it.

she’s taken up work as a cemetery caretaker

because of COURSE she would.

and, although its pay is.... lousy, she’s been making due. for the tombstones no one visits any longer, first she’ll look them up to make sure they weren’t slave-owners or anything, she’ll bring them their own flowers. the dead deserve just as much respect as the living, hm?

personality.

i just realized i didn’t do this for valda (aka, i’m about to update her intro with it), but a total enneagram type 2.

too empathetic for her own good, too ‘this person whom i do not even know deserves flowers’ for her own good, too ‘i’ve got to protect _______ by doing _________’ for her own good

a capricorn

so driven by her own moral compass, she does not CARE about anything that says she has to go against it

her moral compass can be super faulty sometimes tho

pretty quick to make assumptions tbh, but has so far been right abt most of them.

so also driven by gut feelings ig

dramatic tbh. i mean she’s the adapted version of a character whose first lines contained “there's nothing, no pain—our lives are pain” SO.

also p independent (as in i said valda was independent), but her vendetta isn’t against men in general, rather just her brother who is still alive

so like,,, that said,,, holds grudges.

im bad at personality sections!! as has been stated before!! but i think the gist has been gotten across!!

wanted connections.

so rn i only have one specific one which is her sister and can be found on the wc page

will come up w/ unique ones later but until then open 2 hearing urs/brainstorming!

tl;dr.

(refer to triggers listed before the bullets.) a lot of death? like mom kills herself then dad turns into willy loman then dad kills himself. brothers both join the army. one brother kills the other brother for being accused of being a ‘traitor.’ said brother doesn’t get a proper funeral and his headstone is unmarked. the other brother rises in the rankings and alexa knows what happened. convinced her sister of it, but her sister is more logical and let her know that she was very angry too, but making her entire life about it would do nothing but endanger herself and others. moved to seneca because she liked the small town feel. still visits her eldest brother’s grave every week to leave flowers. works as a cemetery caretaker bc WHY NOT. brings flowers to graves that are either unmarked or no longer visited. i hope you read all of that and just thought ‘oh my god fckin EDGELORD’ because you’re right.

alright ! fin.

like this or hmu if you’d like to plot !

[gothamcityprince]

i was tagged by @notquitedeadyet

rules: answer these 85 statements & tag 20 people

the last:

1. drink: uuuh water i guess

2. phone call: like legit phone call ??? with phone numbers ?? cause i dont do that 

3. text message: @notquitedeadyet

4. song you listened to: i think farmer refuted from hamilton 

5. time you cried: fuck if i know my man

have you ever: 6. dated someone twice: unfortunately  7. kissed someone and regretted it: oh yea 8. been cheated on: kinda tbh 9. lost someone special: probably  10. been depressed: do u mean my constant state of being

11. gotten drunk & thrown up: no comment 

favorite colors:

12. red

13. blue

14. yellow probably tbh

in the last year have you: 15. made new friends: yea 16. fallen out of love: can it count as falling out of love if ur p sure u werent in love in the first place  17. laughed until you cried: yeah gd josh keaton reading spiderman memes  18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah 19. met someone who changed you: definitely  20. found out who your friends are: ye ah 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: mm

general: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i dont want to go through them all and figure it out but i think i actually know almost all of them irl 23. do you have any pets: y e s !!!! i have two doggos  24. do you want to change your name: hell yes i do 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i did absolutely nothing and pretended it wasnt my birthday to the best of my abilities  26. what time did you wake up: i woke up at like 1 am n then was up all day and now im up at 2 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i think i was still sleeping tbh 28. name something you can’t wait for: going back to school and seeing my bf 31. what are you listening to right now: my gotdamn fan i dont have anything playing cause im a lazy piece of shit who doesnt want to reach over and grab his headphones 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: uuuuuuh i mean i think so ??? 33. something that is getting on your nerves: ppl who r dicks for no reason i suppose theyre always getting on my nerves  34. most visited website: flightrising  35. hair colour: uh this really really reddish brown 36. long or short hair: short af it use to be an undercut 39. piercings: ive got two in each ear tho theyre mostly closed up and ive got my lip pierced (i also use to have my nose pierced  40. blood type: fuck if i know my guy 41. nicknames: jay,,,,, i think thats it 42. relationship status: taken 43. zodiac: gemini  44. pronouns: he/him 45. favourite tv show: the flash i think 46. tattoos: eventually

47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: i had one on my neck when i was like 3 i think and then i got my wisdom teeth out 49. piercing: this,,,, this is the same as the other one but uuuuh i wanna get my septum pierced  50. sport: idk im not really big on sports but uh martial arts and skiing i suppose  51. vacation: to go see my bf and also see the world i really really want to travel  52. pair of trainers: ive got a pair of combat boots and a pair of red converses

more general 53. eating: n,,,, nothing rn ? 54. fav drink: hmm probs sweet tea ngl 55. what you’re up to: this 56. waiting for: nothing really ? 57. want: a completely stable mental state would be g9 58. get married: at 30, to my boyfriend 59. career: fuck if i know my man which is better: 60. hugs or kisses: yes 61. lips or eyes: y e s 62. shorter or taller: hmm uuuh i dont think i really have preference tbh ? but i guess i like to be taller than ppl 63. older or younger: i mean as long as it doesnt get much past a 3 year difference i dont care all that much 64. nice arms or nice stomach: all stomachs n arms r nice 65. hook up or relationship: normally ? neither ngl 66. troublemaker or hesitant: asjdlkfjd probably troublemaker i suppose  have you ever: 67. kissed a stranger: yea 68. drank hard liquor: oh man 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: HA YES 70. turned someone down: :’ ) 71. sex on the first date: rip how about sex and then just straight up not dating 72. broken someone’s heart: i wish i could say no but i think i have 73. had your heart broken: hmm i mean i dont really think so  74. been arrested: ,,,, oh wow i dont think i have been 75. cried when someone died: yeah  76. fallen for a friend: those r literally the only ppl i fall for 

do you believe in 77. yourself: lmao 78. miracles: not really  79. love at first sight: it depends i guess

80. santa claus: i have never believed in santa claus once in my entire life 81. kiss on the first date: heck yeah 82. angels: i mean that would imply that theres a god so no i guess

other

83. current best friend’s name: wouldnt u like to know,,,,, ok but umm hmm i mean perce for sure, n def silas i mean it takes quite a bit to reach a point where i consider someone close enough to be a best  friend

84. eye colour: green as shit 

85. favourite movie: this is rude and asking me to make a decision idfk what my fave movie is tbh maybe the original ghostbusters 

i tag: i dont really feel like tagging anyone so if u wanna do this u can just say i tagged u n go nuts

[vertigoambrosia]

well wxw is taking forever with the english version of hamburg so whatever lets go

the hamburg show not the city itself

yeah so of course this starts with Meaningful Speech

erste mal

zwanzig mal

die markthalle is gut

german people say einfach a lot and i can never remember what it means (’just”?)

pls have my baby boy win

[i dont think they’ll do a title change tho :( ]

haha i like how half of hamburg will always hate bobby

it’s the city rivalry thing, isn’t it? i can’t understand what he’s saying

..he didn’t come out in the bremen flag today though

idk what he just said but tas was scandalized

LMAO did he make a countdown clock until he can leave hamburg?

this boy is just gonna lick someone’s hand someday, isn’t he?

omg tarkan having to hold lucky with both arms

ok i like that lucky learned from the last time and didn’t get his finger broken

oh bobby don’t try and do zack sabre jr bendy shit, you can’t pull that off

did lucky miss the double stomp? it looked kinda weird but they cut real quick

dammit tarkan

you’re lucky your lil top ponytail is adorable

bro you had to know you’d get lucky dq’d too, you weren’t helping him win

wait ok i don’t know what that clock is for

one year 2 months 24 days? certainly not how long he’s held the title

yaaasss lufisto!

i don’t actually follow her as closely as i should but i hadn’t seen this gear before and it’s sick

it’s so weird that ‘german suplex’ is that way in german too

it’s just odd to realize that an actual german just yelled GERMAN

oh shit! def didn’t expect lufisto to get the win! awesome!

v. glad that burning hammer ended it - it is NOT OKAY when someone uses a burning hammer and the other person kicks out

julian pace is (not) a car

david is boi who spins

god i wish he’d drop ‘bernie sanders of pro wrestling’ and ‘really good at twitter’

he’s never gonna, but he should

more importantly though, looks like he got a haircut

sassy lounge time

ok julian pace doesn’t want to be a car boy can i call him fastboy

oh ew who in that arena is doing the 2..sweet

probably the same dipshits singing I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU’RE SAYING

EVERYONE ELSE IS CHANTING SOMETHING ELSE

oh it’s just ‘cream in your coffee’ in some “melody”

he just sat on him! julian just literally sat on david

wtf y he kick out of sit n spin

that move looks too cool

we interrupt this post to remind you that PCO is fucking bonkers and it’s great

HAHAHA WHY DOES DRAGAN LOOK LIKE SUCH A FUCKBOY TODAY

the earrings, the backward hat, the vaping, his fucking knuckles

and of course, the jacket that has the design on paper cups (i actually wanna know if that was custom or if he bought it somewhere)

this is such a Look

though it’s probably not smart to wear dangly earrings to a fight

ok good he took them out

veit meuller’s singlet is both nip slippy and just like...the straps are so think it looks like they could rip

oh jeez that did not look good for dragan’s arm

no :(

i was liking dragan getting momentum too..kind of an abrupt end but ok :(

i’m not into veit..like, he’s fine i guess, but doesn’t enthrall me

it’s ok dragan you’re 2 and 2 now

noooo :(

i am upset

noooo more talking i don’t understand

awww did he say hamburg were the best fans in germany :3

actually got spoiled for this match right before i started watching...

francis has become so effortlessly douchey

shoutouts to the dude yelling at jay skillet

god pete bouncer is so hot

pete: *aggressivly unzips hoodie*

hahaha does this guy work for wxw or is he just some random fan

OMG THEY HIRED A FLUNKY TO CARRY THEIR BELTS

and so, right before a match full of boys i like...i lost attention and wandered off for several hours because my brain is trash